Simply, a Beautiful Catastrophe

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   makemestfu:

   More images and relatable stuff?

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   bestlovequotes:

   Sometimes it is not meant to be understood, but to be accepted | Courtesy

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3. text post Sat, May. 19, 2012

   i hate how fat i am .. kthx

   dietitian said i needed to gain weight,. Over the last 3 weeks ive put on 15lbs an i hate it but she says ive reached a healthy weight for my height..

   Pfft, im fucking fat dude! I want to lose the weight..

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   I invite you to my depressing world of black and white.

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8. text post Fri, May. 18, 2012

   13 year old bitches who thinks they’re cool if they say they’re not a virgin anymore or they smoke, or they do drugs…

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    howtovisualizeyourweakness:

    I know it’s sick to miss it but I do

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    Looks like a fish

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Essence:
22, licensed. California girl. Majoring Psychology&Deaf Culture Aspiring ASL Interpreter Native American, White, Black, Filipino. Published Writer. EMT Trainee. 3rd Year College Student Soon to be attending Biola Moving to Long Beach soon. Talk to Me<3

I've struggled with self-harm for 12years+ and i still struggle, even though , its a conscious decision i have to make daily to want to cut myself. I've also struggle with Eating Disorders since age 11, so 11+ years. Ive been diagnosed with Bulimia Nervosa when 13 and then with Anorexia Nervosa when i was 16. I still currently struggle with Anorexia Nervosa subtype- purging. Some days are good others i just dont feel like fighting her because i hate my body so much. Im not in recovery even though i want to be. i still eat because i know i have to, but i sometimes compensate by over exercising, fasting, or occasionally purging my food. Regardless of the many Treatment Centers, Mental Hospitals, Hospitals, and Therapists, Psychiatrist, and Dietitians ive been to, this disease has proven difficult to overcome.

My Diagnosis:
Anxiety Disorder
Bipolar Disorder type 2
Body Dysmorphic Disorder [BDD]
Borderline Personality Disorder
Chronic Depression
Obessesive Complusive Disorder [OCD]
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder [PTSD]


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LiKES: Skinny jeans, Vintage, Photography, Korean anything, Japanese anything, Trees, Dieting, Losing weight, Music, Singing, Dancing, Acting, Modeling, Depressing stuff, Bright colors, Reading, Headbands, Dresses, Skirts, Art, Quotes, Fashion, Shoes, Spongebob Squarepants, Models, Skinny models, Being skinny, Diet soda, Exercise, Making bracelets, Starbucks, Coffee, Gummi candy, Mochi, Sea food Pho, Nail polish, Eyeliner, Piercings, Asian guys, Mixed Asians guys, Jewelry, Misadventures of Flapjack, KPOP, JPOP, KROCk, JROCk, Country Music, Shorts, Purple, Green, Black, Cats, Rabbits.

DiSLiKES: Weight Gain, Force, Eating disorders, Scremo, Being disrespected, Being Judge, Failing, Being lied to, Being single, giving into temptation, Purging, Fat, Carbs, Calories, Scales.

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