Simply, a Beautiful Catastrophe

1. photo post Tue, Aug. 30, 2011
   

   tonedtannedtousled:

   reclaimmyplace:

   skinny-is-my-goal:

   how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch:

   toproveiamtheonewhocan:

   whereismisanity:

   I think she looks great. 

   People are just assholes.

   This girl just got out of treatment for an eating disorder. Of course she gained weight.

   She was at an unhealthy weight before and now she’s healthy.

   There’s a reason she had to go to rehab in the first place.

   Yes, she may have been at an unhealthy weight before but being over weight is not healthy either.

   She doesn’t look overweight.
   She looks full of life. and she carries all her weight in her legs and arms, so no, she isn’t chubby (look at that waist! google pictures of her, that’s just her fat store pattern).

   I’d like to see you have the balls to go to rehab for an eating disorder, and emerge in a tight dress with a fucking smile on your face, only to be called fat by people who don’t care if they trigger you right into what you’re trying to stop.

   OH HELL FUCKING NO FUCKING WAY IN HELL

   What does that even mean? She’s nooo where near overweight. At all. Have you seen her in a bikini? She has curves. But she is at a healthy weight. A very healthy weight. She has tits and an ass and hips and she fucking owns it. Hands down one of the most beautiful stars today. She is awesome. She overcame so much. Why do people think after knowing that it’s okay to call her fat?

   She’s not even fat. Someones jealous they have no tits clearly. 

   She looks different.. Less Disney. Her jaw line looks different to me as well - and her smile.

   She doesn’t even look slightly overweight, my god she looks normal! I’m not even a big fan, but people bashing this girl who has the bravery to leave the house with the confidence to wear this dress and this smile after what she’s been through is not going to help you cope with your own issues, haters.

   Everyone just need to shut the fuck up who are hating on Demi for got damn sakes ITS HER DAMN BODY, YOU GET NO SAY IN WHAT WEIGHT SHE GETS TO BE!! Its only up to Demi and Demi alone! She is not fat shes HEALTHY, she just got out of treatment and in treatment they STABILIZE your weight! Weight gaining from treatment is expected and normal! Eveyrone need to lay the fuck off, shes not overweight, not even one bit so whoever thought she was/is, is a complete asshole! Judge your own damn body! Shes an inspiration to wear something like that and having the fucking balls to smile and not care waht millions of strangers think.. Having millions of people call her fat, yet she still stands strong and fights to stay in recovery and have the drive to be healthy regardless of this fucked up society’s view and definition of beauty! Fuck off and worry about your own self. You must be really miserable to hate on someone else’s body weight/size. Can’t we just have a time again where weight doesnt fucking matter anymore.. its just a damn number on a scale.. Demi is beautiful, you’re beautiful, everyone is beautiful in their own unique ways, regardless of weight.. Weight doesnt fucking matter! 

   (Source: semiplanet, via growingup-gettingfitter)

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22, licensed. California girl. Majoring Psychology&Deaf Culture Aspiring ASL Interpreter Native American, White, Black, Filipino. Published Writer. EMT Trainee. 3rd Year College Student Soon to be attending Biola Moving to Long Beach soon. Talk to Me<3

I've struggled with self-harm for 12years+ and i still struggle, even though , its a conscious decision i have to make daily to want to cut myself. I've also struggle with Eating Disorders since age 11, so 11+ years. Ive been diagnosed with Bulimia Nervosa when 13 and then with Anorexia Nervosa when i was 16. I still currently struggle with Anorexia Nervosa subtype- purging. Some days are good others i just dont feel like fighting her because i hate my body so much. Im not in recovery even though i want to be. i still eat because i know i have to, but i sometimes compensate by over exercising, fasting, or occasionally purging my food. Regardless of the many Treatment Centers, Mental Hospitals, Hospitals, and Therapists, Psychiatrist, and Dietitians ive been to, this disease has proven difficult to overcome.

My Diagnosis:
Anxiety Disorder
Bipolar Disorder type 2
Body Dysmorphic Disorder [BDD]
Borderline Personality Disorder
Chronic Depression
Obessesive Complusive Disorder [OCD]
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder [PTSD]


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